Thursday, September 30, 2010

Confession of a perfectionist

Life is not a bed of roses. There are times when i stumble upon obstacles. There are times when i feel like giving up. There are times when i get lost.

Disappointment is always the last thing on earth that i would like to encounter. (Who doesn't? haha) I know that it's inevitable but i'm sure to be in the doldrums every time i disappoint myself. Once i get into one, it takes quite some time for me to get out of it.

Some A lot of people are saying that i'm putting unnecessary pressure on myself. Sometimes i wish i could just let go of everything, yet the enormity of what i'm facing hits me whenever i have this thought. I couldn't put myself to do this. I really want to but I really couldn't.

I don't know what the future holds. I can only do the best i can.

I'm still finding myself, though. But i'm still me, always. Come what may. :)

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